The privileged 23-year-old Nigerian that attempted to bomb an American airliner on Christmas Day was lonely and conflicted, many of his writings on the Internet show. In online postings Umar Farouk Abdulmutallab wrote that he was “lonely” and had “never found a true Muslim friend.”
Washington Post: “I have no one to speak too [sic],” read a posting from January 2005, when Umar Farouk Abdulmutallab was attending boarding school. “No one to consult, no one to support me and I feel depressed and lonely. I do not know what to do. And then I think this loneliness leads me to other problems.”
The Washington Post reviewed 300 online postings under the name “farouk1986” (a combination of Abdulmutallab’s middle name and birth year). The postings mused openly about love and marriage, his college ambitions and angst over standardized testing, as well as his inner struggle as a devout Muslim between liberalism and extremism. In often-intimate writings, posted between 2005 and 2007, he sought friends online, through Facebook and in Islamic chat rooms: “My name is Umar but you can call me Farouk.” He often invited readers to “have your say” and once wrote, “May Allah reward you for reading and reward you more for helping.”
